Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Back to Work

I went to work for four hours today- the first time I've worked since I went out on disability six months ago. It was... less than successful, at least from my point of view.

Two hours in I was already checking the clock, wondering how much longer I'd have to be there. By the end of the day I couldn't believe how angry and aggressive I was feeling. I walked in feeling positive and ready to get back into the swing, and I left feeling like I wanted to strangle something.

I know it's incredibly ungrateful in this economy to feel this way about a job, and it's especially silly to feel this way about a job with excellent insurance considering my health situation. But after four hours I know I don't want to be there anymore. I just don't know what the heck I'm going to do about it yet.

3 comments:

  1. Hi! Thanks for commenting on my blog! :)

    I am an ungrateful employee too. But its because I'd rather be at home blogging and making online friends and designing all day! Lol.

    - Cesia.

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  2. Congrats on getting back to work. Take it easy as you can and hopefully you will get back in the swing of it soon. Its always very exhausting to start a new job or go back to work when you have been out for a period of time. Send some job vibes my way - I am job searching. ;-)

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  3. It's okay to feel like crap about a job. Just breathe and concentrate about the happy parts of life. Good luck with your job!
    --Rosie

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