I have a rich fantasy life. Lately I've been imagining what I would do if I won the lottery. The short answer is that I'd move back to Houston. I'd buy a little house and I'd get set back up with my old doctors and go back to my old life. (Mom has been nagging me about getting on the ball and finding new specialists. I know I have to, but I don't wanna.)
Then, I would buy a car, because I really miss having my own wheels. I loved my old Camry, but if I won the lottery and had virtually unlimited funds, I think I'd buy a hybrid. Houston may be oil country, but I really like the idea of spending less on gas. And while I'm going green, I'd want solar panels on my house.
I'd hire someone to come in and do all the cleaning and maybe some cooking. I'm just too run down to keep up with that kind of stuff, even if I didn't hate cleaning and avoid it whenever possible.
And then the biggest thing, the one that probably won't be practical even if someone handed me a million dollars right now, is that I'd travel. I'd love to head out to California and go to the RT convention. I'd like to go to NYC to the RWA convention. I love all things Disney, and I'd love to go to Disney World again. I haven't been there since I was a freshman in high school. They've opened like three new parks since then. I'm pretty sure that just one of those trips would leave me scary exhausted, let alone doing all three this year. Maybe it's a good thing I'm broke.
On a smaller scale, when/if the government ever comes through and decides to pay me my social security, I'd like to take some of the back benefits they owe me and buy some bright yellow paint and get rid of this drab gray/purple color on my bedroom walls. (This dingy room is enough to depress a person all by itself.) I'd like to get some sort of media cabinet organization thingie so that I have something to unpack what little stuff I have into. More yellow paint for my bathroom. And maybe some new towels and bed linens. (Not yellow. I'm thinking blue for the bed and bright pink and green for the towels, to go with my flamingo shower curtain.)
My realistic fantasies are much more modest than my fantasy fantasies, but at the moment they're all out of reach. Maybe I should start buying lottery tickets.